I've moved forward from our failure last month and am focused on August being my lucky month. Last month was too soon anyway. This time, we'll definitely get it. My montly reminder came with a flurry, as if I needed reminded again that I wasn't pregnant. We decided last month we didn't "try" hard enough. I think we timed it all wrong. This time, we're super serious. Because, believe it or not, we now really WANT a baby! It's amazing how quickly your whole frame of mind can change. But we're both in this together and can't wait to be pregnant! I think we made a noble effort this month. But, I'm getting this strange feeling that once again, we've been unsuccessful. The big "O" day should have been 3 days ago, but I really have no confirmation this time as to whether it was or wasn't. And, now the more I'm researching I'm finding that this month we were timing it wrong and last month timed it all RIGHT. That's a bummer. This may end up being strike two.
However, one glimmer of hope... I've had a cramping sensation in my lower left abdomen for the past two days. Similar to the "O" day sensation, only at times a tad bit more intense. Could it be sperm meeting egg, a late "O" day, or last night's dinner? Hopefully we will have the exciting conclusion in about a week.
P.S. A Woodchuck Cider was enjoyed this past month, and coming up with an awkward excuse not to drink it was avoided thanks to the one little pink line!
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